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back in the Queen City and i want it laid to waste.. [26 Jun 2004|10:12am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Ok so New York was fucking amazing!!..Betweent the Studio and the parties and the many new people i met, i don't know what was the best....Yes i did get to see the TRL building and all that shit...The Virgin megastore was overrated and expensive but everything was in the city..I mean there was a bar that was selling BUD heavies For $8. i mean holy shit..what fucking asshole would pay that price? we somehow bought porn from a homeless person at this bar called izzy's...the next morning was started off with coffee cigarretts and Haiku Whores.....all 10 of us got to go to a mets game in a stretch Hummer Limo..that was nice, and the open bar in the back was even better...i passed out in a subwaystation.. got fucked up at some bar where the bartender kept my glass full and didn't charge me a dime..went to a pool party..central park..ate taco bell everyday almost.. and then drove home...

Yes its good to be back...or is it?

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leaving tonight [16 Jun 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | yet dirty... ]

ok so i have less than 24 hours left in charlotte... there are a few people i hope i get to see today and maybe one i better see....shit i need directions.....blarg.....EARTHWORM!!!!!!! anywho...i hope everyone holds down charlotte while chris and i are away...That means that Ray, you need to pick up the extra slack at the bars while im not there and that also means that you have to pick up the extra drinking that wont be done....

One more thing...its pretty good to have you back in my life...you know who you are...thanks...

till next time....

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goddamn i hate working on sundays.....FUCK! [13 Jun 2004|01:14pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Ok, so i haven't had to work on sunday for about over a year with the exception of a couple days...so in retaliation for this outrage i am going to suck down a captain and coke and go deliver food...Yes!!!..anywho i have like 4 days left in charlotte befor i head up to DC and then on my way up to long island...where i will be hanging out with josh,jay,dustin,mike and adam...oh and chris who is heading up there with me.....GODZILLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!1...Oh by the way..Braid was fucking amazing...fuck yeah...yet the fact that i ran up a 50 dollar bar tab wasn't that great but then going back and hanging out with minus the bear and braid drinking beer after beer till our conversations just turned into slurred comments about girls and music was amazing none the less...those dudes were nice as shit....so im off to work..man that drink amazing...till next time take care.. peace!

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ive got a bad reputation to think about... [09 Jun 2004|02:19am]
[ mood | curious ]

just asking....but does anyone think i have a drinking problem???let me know.....you can't hurt my feelings..

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night light suckaaas.... [08 Jun 2004|02:20am]
well its like 5:23 in the morning and i have finished watching a shitty movie with goldie hawn and susan surrandon and i finished a bottle of jameson and a six pack of BUD heavy's..oh well...i think my liver is about to fall out but oh well.....i love all my friends new and old..thank you so muchj..and im sorry i don't talk to old ones...call me sometime...im goin to bed and thats about it...peace...
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Maybe your an asshole..maybe im an asshole.. [10 Apr 2004|09:41am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

ok stop yelling at me for not posting in a couple weeks..ill make up for it with this post i promise.....

Lets see here..there are a few new people in my life and thats great..new people are super awesome..or are they....they wanna hang out and then they blow you off..or they wanna hang out and can't because they have some odd reason that hinders them from hanging out..(ray your the exception)...at least the friends that aren't new and the ones i have had for so long are still here and im the one that should be lucky...i disappeared for a very long time losing all sight of loyalty...and now that i have them back there is no way ill be fucking em over now....at least i say that now....

...Today is one of the aftermath days i suppose..nothing is going to make up for the excuses you will here....

...Are we having fun yet???..

....i don't want your friendship...ive got what i want....and im content to be a selfish prick....

...oh and the new blindside is really good.....if anyone cared to know...

till then..im out and i don't know hen the fuck ill write in this thing again so don't wait up for me....i might not come home tonight..

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i shaved my ego with the rustiest razor [03 Apr 2004|01:56pm]
ok this isn't really going to be anything special but i felt i needed to update...sooo... oh and im out the door to go to boone so...i will give a full recap of the last week when i get back...and let me tell you its worth fucking reading...
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im..begging...for..indifference...... [22 Mar 2004|02:44pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

well goddamn this has been an interesting week but ill just have to recap the weekend for way...

friday...i got up and dressed around like 12:20 got up and met up with jessica for coffee around 3:30 in the afternoon..we chatted for about an hour about how each of our ives were.then i had to go to work..drove around listening to botch while delivering food for the same goddamn company for the last 6 years...not bad though...after that i thinki just sat around the apartment and had a couple drinks and tehn...no..i think i went out to the penguin...where i met up with monica and sutton and allison(?)...then after that nothing..went home went to bed and called it a night..i think...

Saturday....got up around 12:00pm again and decided that i needed to do laundry and that i was running out of socks and shirts to wear that werent dirty or smelled like a bar...you know that fried food and smoke smell mixed in with a few regrets..and bad memories... anywho..i went into work again..rocked out to between the buried and me and some more botch....got off work, and then showered. ashley called me and wanted to go out so i dicked around the apartment. not doing laundry still. and waited for her to get off work and get over...she arrived and we went to the penguin..again..its kinda comforting when the whole bar staff knows you there but then its kinda depressing at the same time..anyways it was fucking packed...as usual..then jon thrasher showed up along with monica, sutton, this guy named ben, and allison.(i don't know if thats how you spell her name but..fuck it..)..we then moved to jackalopes where we attempted to get a game of shuffleboard in..no luck..and they got rid of the juske box with the pixies in it but this one had the deftones so i was happy..not everyone was pleased though...while waiting for my drinks at the bar i got mollested..and not just like someone grabbed my ass which jon did but i full got everything grabbed at the bar by some drunken whore who felt my whole lower and upper region was free game...i should have charged her...we closed down ther bar and after many rounds of drinks we were ready for something else...back to my place for some late night scrabble...ashley and i lost due to me being really tired and drunk and her not really wanting to play but she was overruled...5:30 came and i went to bed and called it a night....

sunday.... woke up at like 2:00 and decided that i really needed to do laundry but that i would just wear the same old shit.which i did..ment to go to the bank but i didn't and just sat around and ate easy mac..and talked to leslie..made plans to go see dawn of the dead..went to work to say bye to my friend andrew...did that and then..called adam to see if he wanted to go to the movie...we met up saw it...i decided i like my zombies slow and dumb rather than fast and kinda dumb...oh well..then i met up with irene at landmark...she's pretty neat..reall sarcastic which is a plus..and likes to hang out..got kicked out of there where we moved it on to..guess where..thats right the penguin...had drinks...met her roomate...saw chris moffett up there which i had not seen for a while, made plans to meet up monday and moved to a different table...james was hungry so back towards landmark to some place that looked like liberty east..another greek owend 24 hour diner..watched him eat..drank water..and then left...went to irene's house after that...so now its like 3:35 in the morning. messed around there till 5:00 and then drove home....got home and crashed..still didn't do laundry...

Monday...typing this fucking epic tale and yes...doing laundry.... if anyone wants to hang out then IM me bitches...
till then..peace..

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..its glad to see that your doing well... [20 Mar 2004|02:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

this is probably a stupid and typical thing to write about but im going to do it anyways. Hannah and i broke up and i feel like ive lost my best friend. not just a girlfriend but someone who i always could count on and would alway be there for me when i needed them.. i would be lying if i said i did not miss her.. im miss my person to do shit with and i can't stop thinking about her..... a really good friend would be great right now...but those are few and far between..

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..welcome home...how was my funeral party..? [19 Mar 2004|01:10am]
[ mood | depressed ]

....so far this has not been the best week for him...he realizes a turning point has come.. a point where he can be a bastard and a selfish prick.. he is so proud to make this choice that he is often jaded by the bitter truth of the matter..a friend would be nice but he is not counting on it....he has watched it slip through the cracks and dissolve into the floor...welcome home..ill be here when you leave and ill be sure to dust myself off when you return again....

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walking waste deep in ruin with a smile on my face.... [16 Mar 2004|03:19am]
[ mood | restless ]

.......holy shit its late... or early whatever way suits you better... picked up hannah today from the airport and i was so glad to see her face...i also hung out with ray today and we both decided that the mall is only good for killing time and for making fun of the people that are not there killing time but actually there to "hang out" or "kick it" or "chill". i did however snag a sweet pair of asics.... Mike and i are going on a hot-air balloon trip to some foreign country and then land and make our story into a medium to low budget play that wont become famous till were long dead and everything is digitally remastered and we are brought back from the dead...swwwwweeeeeeetttttttttttttt!!!!

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scapel.....gauze.......defibrillator...time of death.... [14 Mar 2004|02:52am]
[ mood | im confused or am i? ]

Holy crap did i run into alot of old faces tonight.... it was like the high school reunion that i really didn't want to go to but was forced to go to and then ended up not really knowing why i was there when i didn't care to know how 96.7%of the people there were doing... I did happen to see a couple of old friends which was super swell..and got to hang out with a bunch of not so old but still old enough to call them friends...so the night was not a total loss.. any who....


if anyone needs a haircut i will gladly cut their hair for them for a small fee... it does not have to be money but something useful...

well off to have a smoke and hit the sack....or maybe.. ahh fuck it...im going downtown to take some pictures...if you find me in a gutter...send her my love..

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how we suffer the sweetest regrets... [10 Mar 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

he feels as though its time to lay himself to waste...he so tired of lying to himself about an idealistic world....he wants no more apologies and the only comfort he can count on is from his floor boards....it is time to reconsider,reconcile,and regret...two decades of knowledge paints the wall behind him as he lay to waste...no remorse....

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check my pulse....i beg you [07 Mar 2004|04:36am]
[ mood | god like ]

.....she said "there are too many pages left blank in here..." I replied with " my scalpel only moves so quick, any faster and the pages would be a bloody mess..."

post a comment....he won't mind in the slightest...

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ok lets see how smart you are........ [05 Mar 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

if you can tell me the word that belongs to this definition then i will gladly send you one U.S. dollar or one of those crummy gold coin dollars...... here we go...

"The attractive pressure between two flat, parallel metal plates placed very near to each other in a vacum. The pressure is due to a reduction in the usual number of virtual particles in the space between the plates." you all have one week to find out the word that goes to this..good luck...

in other news there was no hot-air ballooning today but i did get to have a couple strokes of genius... ... she did get me a solar powered lung and all i ever want and need... she is the best...

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the flaw lies in the blueprint... [03 Mar 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

Well after a taxing day of hot-air balloon racing i thought i might enjoy a nice glass of evian water but i settled for tap. i hear it builds charater.... i think i might go take the sat's again...i figure why not...could hurt seeing how much more brain power i have gained or lost for that matter.....she doesn't seem to mind he needs re-wired...oh and my picture looks like i have a very long arm... and why doesn't anyone smile in these things??? is everyone that depressed??....camera-time!!

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what a night or was it? [02 Mar 2004|04:32am]
im so tired of being here.. it makes me almost cringe with discourgement of what i have become... actually its not so bad im sure there will be fake people everywhere i go and im sure ill alway have that voice telling me im a sinner and a failure. thats what makes us great i suppose.... thank god for HUM.
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